My idea of a break used to involve doing a different sort of work. Clear the cups, answer a message, make a list for later. There is a particular satisfaction in all of those things, but I would come back to the bench feeling exactly as I had left it.

Lately I have been trying something smaller. Make a cup of tea. Sit outside. Finish the tea before starting anything else.

Nothing to improve

There is no particular cup, no special blend, no number of minutes to aim for. Some days it is raining and the only dry place is the step inside the shed door. Some days I spend the whole time thinking about the piece of wood I have just put down. That seems all right too.

The important part, for me, is letting the pause remain a pause. Not turning it into another task to do correctly. Not expecting to come back with a better idea or a quieter mind.

Let the kettle be a kettle. Let the few minutes be enough.

A place in the day

After a while, the habit makes a small landmark. There is the morning before it and the morning after. On a day when everything else seems to run together, that is useful.

I notice the garden more from the step than I do while walking through it. A robin has a preferred fence post. The shadow of the rowan reaches the washing line a little earlier each week. One of the loose boards by the door lifts whenever it rains.

The board still needs fixing. It can wait until after the tea.

Thanks for spending a moment here.
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